Pardon my t or lack their of.

So its come down to crunch time. That time when you have to decide what your going to do with your life, and instead of basking in options your floundering in your own vision. Right now I feel like my life is a bunch of half arsed projects that don’t get done. Some people are not as grateful as they seem, and some people meant well only it didn’t turn out well. And sometimes the people you love don’t understand that you do. And I’ve made my fair share of mistakes. I’m not as apreciateive as I should be and I don’t show it enough. Instead I cower in my own insecuritys and let the past swell like a rising ocean on the dead. And soon it comes to swallow me whole. So many times even after I think I have beaten the wave back. Instead of dealing with my problems I wanted to vanish off the face of the earth. And now that none of that has happend; well lets just say I told you so is what many people could say. But still I chug on, hopefully I’ll get off welfare and back into socity as we know it. I hope that I am able to leave a lasting impression and still be around to see it.

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